Tom - 27 - New York City - Leo, Leo, Gemini

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Thursday, October 15th, 2020

Hi! Remember me? My old username was @t08131993 but as most everything usually does, I changed it.
Angel number 1134? Yes, let me explain.
Basically, if you haven't come across this idealism before, an "angel number" is a sign of your personal synchronicity with the universe.
Most people think that they can only take place in repetitive patterns such as 111, 222, 333, etc.
But a basic Google search will tell you differently.
Eleven-thirty-four has always intrigued me as it's the word "hell" upside-down on a calculator.
As I got older I would notice it everywhere - as if it was "following" me.
So naturally I was therefore convinced I was cryptically being taunted with the notion of sudden death followed by burning for all of eternity.
Cool right?
Sometimes it would be in basic scenarios such as when I'd randomly look up at my clock or notice a license plate.
But it started to creep in more specifically; receipt subtotals, phone numbers, street graffitti, stuff like that.
I thought that maybe it was a form of me subconsciously seeking for it to "happen".
But I really wasn't.
I don't know.
"Angel Number 1134 is a message from your angels that you are being supported, encouraged, loved and surrounded
by your angels and the Ascended Masters. Give any negative fears, doubts and worries to your angels to
transmute and heal, and trust that you are on the right path in your life."

Once I read that I was definitely relieved.
I even went as far as to stick-n-poke it on my left hand (which one day will be professionally covered-up with
something else, but it will technically always still be there under the surface).
Anyway, my boring rant ado that topic is over now, I promise.
I'm currently staring at my screen typing this as Abysmal Thoughts by The Drums plays
through the speakers of my makeshift desktop computer experience.
My horoscope told me I'd be doing something "artistic" today or that I should at least attempt it, so this is more or less just that.
I've always loved writing even though to do so about myself can be somewhat difficult sometimes.
Nowadays I've been working at a new job that so far is great for many reasons, however I've been bored at home
for the past 2 weeks because of having to heal after a sudden appendectomy.
I have an appointment the end of this week with the surgeon who performed the operation but I
know about the human body (especially my own) to know that everything should be fine and ~90% healed by now.
Some of my friends were quick to ask about scars - I haven't removed any of the original bandaging yet.
Kind of gross I know, but this is what I was told to do.
I'm not worried either way though.
To me, scars are just another form of proof that I've continued to live a "real" life.
Vinyl record skips, whiny casette tapes, VHS fuzz - I've always been in love with authenticity - you can't fake it.
The other day I bought a $16 cellphone just for the nostalgia of using its grainy 2MP back camera which can all be seen on my newly created second Instagram account.
Welp, I'm off to bed because I'm getting tired and have a couple of things to do early in the morning.
This site will be used as a personal space for me to vent and log the strange shit I think about, especially if its induced by the weird scenarious I am constantly finding myself in.
Thanks for reading and stay safe out there.
Wash your hands, check in on your relatives, protect the vulernerable, cause no harm, and take no shit.

- Tom